Loving Beyond The Blame…


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Love Chapters Valentine’s Day Giveaway


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YES!!!! Get in on the Valentine’s Day Giveaway! How do I do that? Glad you asked!

1st – Subscribe to Love Chapters BLOG and Facebook page, at http://www.facebook.com/lovechapters!

2nd – Submit your love story, along with a photo! Doesn’t have to be lengthy, just a brief summation of how you met your significant other, and what’s your secret to keeping it together, and we’ll vote on the best submissions!

THE DEADLINE to enter is January 31, 2014! Winners will be announced on February 5, 2014!

THE GIVEAWAY: A gift card to a massage parlor, a bottle of wine, rose pedals and candles!

Terry D.

LOVE Yourself


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Self Love is a repellant for losers! Try it on for size, and you’ll begin to be a magnet for, “The One!” He’s out there, don’t keep him waiting…

Terry D.

Let’s Talk Scandal


I know it’s on a brief hiatus, but let’s talk Scandal!  The oh-so addictive Weekly TV Series, with rhimes_primaryalmost 9 million viewers that airs every Thursday night on ABC, written by the brilliant Shonda Rhimes, from my hometown, Chicago, Illinois and Executive Producer of Grey’s Anatomy!

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Scandal starring, the beautiful, talented, Emmy nominated Actress, Kerry Washington, the public and social media appointed “It Girl,” who plays Olivia Pope, the HEAD Gladiator!  Yes, I know it’s only a TV series, but it can sometimes offer hope to the already delusional group of women who think their lovers will leave their wives.  

The steamy love scenes between Olivia and Fitz Scandal-scene3have the viewers glued to their televisions every week, and without hesitation, rooting for the mistress, and not the wife!  So what is it that makes us root for the mistress? Do we root for her, because she is who she is, because she has a no non-sense attitude, or because we just love the adrenaline we feel, with the suspense and drama of it all?  Married women say they don’t agree, but can’t resist their love for the attraction between Olivia and Fitz; and single women say, the wife is crazy or stupid, because she actually wants Olivia to remain in her husband’s life, so that her husband can stay happy.  I will say that, I believe most people root for Kerry Washington (Olivia Pope), because of her poker face character, her famous line, “It’s handled” and not to mention, her stellar and couture style of dress!   I do often wonder if it were our own husband, would we be so forgiving of the mistress?  It’s funny how we really fool ourselves into thinking this doesn’t affect our personal lives, but when you’re in the salon, or even the barber shop, you hear people comparing people they know who may be the “side chick,” or “jump-off” to the scenes in scandal.    It can be slated as entertainment, but when people want to believe in something bad enough, they begin to imagine themselves as these very characters they see on-screen. If you don’t believe me, why else would women who can’t even afford it, rush out to buy the very clothes we see Olivia Pope, (Kerry Washington) wearing on the show, especially the infamous White Burberry Coat she adorned, that had social media in an uproar, and sold out almost immediately when she herself admits that she doesn’t even wear the clothes you see her in each week?  More than anything, we overlook her affair with the President, and get lost in the power – wanting to encompass her television lifestyle, without regard to the messy and dysfunctional characteristics.  With all her power, intelligence and sought after professional expertise, she has lost all control over her personal life and ability to make sound decisions when it comes to love and relationships.

Media outlets offer suggestive manipulation on a daily basis, and just maybe adults are able to separate what’s going on in this TV series, but what about what’s being suggested to our young women?  Would you want your daughters growing up thinking these behaviors are acceptable?  Regardless of the entertainment, we have to guard our children’s spirits, and not allow them to get entangled in the webs of deceit!  Between the reality shows, videos and shows that glorify adultery, they begin to adopt these same traits, and view them as normal behavior.

My questions:  Can Scandal be viewed as a learning tool for those who may be in these situations?  Should we just look at it as entertainment or do we turn the channel?

Sound off…

Terry D.

Scandal Olivia Pope FashionThe infamous black and white evening gown, and a few styles that have viewers scurrying to the internet to see who the designer is, and how they can purchase them:

Actions Speak Louder Than Words


Actions really do speak louder than words.  You can tell someoneActions-speak-louder-than-Words how you feel about marriage, or even your wish to be in a committed relationship.  You can shout it to the rooftop, but if your actions say different, your words mean absolutely nothing! If you’re not taking time to get to know them, and the panties are on the floor on the 2nd date, okay, maybe even the first, and that’s your choice, but don’t continue to exhibit all the characteristics that don’t say, “I want to be someone’s wife,” and then get mad because he won’t marry you.  You really can’t and don’t have to rush the love that was predestined for you, but you can throw a monkey wrench in it, by trying to fit a square in a circle…

Ask Those Tough Questions!

ask for what you wantWhat do you want in a relationship? Are you God-fearing? There is a difference in attending church, and fearing God! How do you feel about marriage?  Do you have/want children?  How do you feel about sex before marriage?  Do you believe in monogamy?  You can tap dance around seeking the truth, but it will come out.  When you are asking these questions, PAY ATTENTION! “Ask for what you want, and be prepared to get it.” Maya Angelou Don’t half listen, and jump in heart first!  We love to say that God doesn’t answer our prayers, but the truth is, He always answers, you just ignore it, because it’s not the answer you were hoping for.

Stop Jumping In Bed So Soon!

Sex will not land you a husband, but it will get you a few good orgasms, if that’s all you want!  Before you even consider being physical with someone, make sure you know what you’re getting yourself into. Remember, if the goal is only to sleep with you, the chase becomes more important.  The soul ties and emotional scars can’t just be erased.  Matthew 7:6 Do not give dogs what is sacred; do not throw your pearls to pigs. If you do, they may trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you to pieces.

Spend Time Around Family & Friends!

You may very well get the representative, but people often let their guards down around people they’re more familiar with.  You will see if they’re comfortable with showing affection, how they interact, their level of respect.  What  are friends and family saying?  Things like: How’d you finally get this one to settle down?  You better watch your back.  You know he’s not going to marry you right?  Trust me, the hints and signs are always there.  

Accept Your Findings…

mayaangelouDon’t try to change that person.  You obviously were initially physically attracted to them, but later grew to like them for who they were, not who you want them to be.  Even if you try to change them, it won’t last or work.  You can’t rationalize, change or alter the truth. “The first time someone shows you who they are, believe them.” Maya Angelou

When we’ve been out of the loop of dating for a while, we end up allowing our minds to play tricks on us.  We begin to ask ourselves questions like:

  • If I Give Into Sex, It Will Change The Game
  • I Don’t Have A Lot Of Choices
  • Did I Offer A Fair Chance
  • Maybe I Need to Rethink My Standards

One thing I’ve found is that we can’t change what is not meant to be. We may go ahead and enter into a relationship that is not for us, because we feel it’s our only choice,and it’ll all work itself out.

2 Corinthians 6:14  Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness?

Terry D.

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Tamera Mowry-Housley’s Emotional Interview on the Backlash from their Interracial Marriage


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To say the least, I was touched, but very disturbed by this interview with the Mowry Twins on Oprah’s, Where Are They Now, but nothing could prepare me for this tamera-and-tia-get-emotional-emotional admission from Tamera, Actress, Reality Show Star and now Talk Show Host, as she opens up, and speaks out on her interracial marriage, and how she feels about the evil and racist comments on Social Media, toward her and Husband, Adam Housley.  Tamera breaks down in tears, as she explains the comments they encounter from others.

She’s been called, “A White Man’s Whore!”  She goes on to say that the new one she hears is, “Back in the day, you cost $300, but now you’re giving it to him for free.”

Even in this day and age, there is still real ignorance toward interracial relationships.  

Tamera says, “I couldn’t even fathom or think of these words, because I’m a product of it. My mom is a beautiful black woman and my dad is an amazing white man, and I grew up seeing a family. I didn’t grow up saying, ‘Oh, that’s a white man.’”

Tamera says, “I love my husband so much. “I love our family. I love our dynamic. I’m proud to be in the relationship I am because it’s based on love. Pure love.”

Watch:  Tamera’s Emotional Interview

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Love doesn’t come with a color wheel.  Just because there are still some very ignorant and racist people out there, doesn’t give them the right to impose their beliefs upon others.

Terry D.

Love Hangover


short story coverI’ve been up all night, crying, wondering what went wrong, and I’m hoping that it’s only a dream, but as I hold my phone in my hand, I realize that it’s more than just a dream.  What the hell happened?  We were fine last night, and just planning a future together, and now you’re telling me you don’t think you’re ready to be in a committed relationship, after wasting 3 years of my life?

Playing each moment back in my head, I’m having a conversation with myself, trying to rationalize, but I can hardly see, because my eyes are drowned in tears, and I am dialing your number repeatedly, because I don’t know what else to do. I can’t stop the tears,.. Just tell me what happened?  PLEASE – just answer the phone.  I just want to talk to you, and now all of a sudden, I’m a stranger to you?  My first impulse is to get in my car, and drive to his house, but not really ready to further embarrass myself, so now what is my next move?  How do I explain this to everyone, because from the outside, we appeared to be the model couple, because it’s what we wanted people to think, or maybe it was what I wanted people to think?  Maybe if I just give it some time, we will work this out, and people will never know the difference.  Nothing could be further from the truth, but I began to plot on how to make this happen.  Let’s just consider that he decides to think about it.  Well,, I know it’s temporary, but I’m good with that for now.  The “Not so funny” part is, everyone knew anyway, but went along with my fictitious fairy tale.

Love is not supposed to feel like this.  All the promises, and in a matter of 24 hours, you’re done, with NO explanation.  I put all my faith in you, and in the end, you walked out, disappointed me, ignoring my calls and treating me like yesterday’s leftovers! 

Okay, let me get it together, because I’m better than this, and if he doesn’t want me, then I’m better off… It all sounds good, and oh how I wish I could talk myself into that state of mind now. See I told myself that if I would have just done one or two things differently, it would have been better.  If I loved him more, he’ll love me back.  I won’t pressure him into marrying me, because we have the perfect life, and marriage is just a piece of paper.  Now, do I really believe that, or am I now settling for a piece of a man, and falling for his suggestive mental manipulation?

Ohhhhhh, but the more I grappled, the more pissed off I became.  As much as I was hurt, believe you me, I was still not happy with how it all went down, and surprisingly enough, when the anger set in, I came back to myself, got back in my body, and used my anger for some good old healing – not revenge!  The revenge was me getting on with my life.  Who would have thought that anger would be the driving force to healing? The longer I denied myself and him forgiveness, the longer I continue to wallow in bitterness..

Okay, now I’m thinking clearly, and I started to rewind with a sound mind, and yes, the signs were always there, but I didn’t care, because I thought he would change…I learned my robotic answers when anyone questioned me about getting married, and I made myself even believe  I was okay with it as well.

After realizing it was over, all I could think about was what others would think, not about my own healing and well-being.  Giving into pressures, wanting to please everyone but myself, and realizing that loving me, was at the bottom of the list, because I was too busy trying to love and please everyone else more, which is not even possible, without knowing how to love me.

  • Did I cry over him again?  Yep!
  • Did I feel sorry for myself?  Yep!
  • Did I go back?  Yep!

Guess what though?  My enough wasn’t everyone else’s enough, but when my enough came…it came like a roaring lion, and I’m here to tell you, that I’m actually grateful for the lesson, because despite any of it, I am better, not bitter, I love me some me, and my love isn’t defined by what others tell me, but by the God in me!  No regrets… The foundation of my heart is healthier, I have a different mindset, and I am ready to give and receive true love without limits!

Terry D.